Waters of tears
Mouths of dirt
As clear as clouds suffocating the sun
Emotion twirling from within and getting in the way
It consumes your mind
unwelcomed but won't leave
At times, no fucks are given
Other times, you care too much
It's a big deal and it's not
One sided story
Once the seed is planted
Even when you try to avoid it, it follows you
Justification does no justice
If people want to say something they will speak no matter what
Who wants to listen, you are shouting into nothing
Stares glares whispers
Nothing can be done
What will seem trivial years from now
Why such a bother now?
Both sides are valid
But no chances are given
A private situation
A public circle forms
Not their business
The wind blows the bad seeds onto the entire field
Conversations watering the seeds to help them sprout
Variety of stories and twisted vines
Speculation and curiosity
It's man versus man
Broken pieces
Root of misrepresentation and miscommunication
Revenge and anger
Actions from hurt
What's the point of all this?
One decision now suddenly defines all that you are, mistake or not
Faceless mockery
With every break of the stem
From what words are spit out
Seems careless and casual
But an unknown effect it has
Attempting to stay collected
Branches of friendship topple over
Some bind stronger with
support and understanding thank you
Cycle of negativity
Bubbling inside can't let it out
..Just tired.
Shan
*I typed this out on my notes in my phone and decided to share this with you guys. I wanted to this to be candid and real, so I left it in its choppy form. There are things none of us control, and a lot of the times emotions really do get in the way and ruins things for us. It's hard to forgive, it's hard to understand, but we all are human and go through similar situations at one point or another in our lives. If we put things in perspective, I suppose many situations aren't really that big of a deal. But when in the moment, it all feels too much.
